Update

Copying Kate. haha. But same thing as her. New blog, you will know when you know, if I want you to know.

Ice Cold

We'll get to the explanation for that title later. So after Kate's and I amazing weekend we started on our road trip to Nike. Which included Kate's mom, Kate's dad, Ramsey, Kate, and I. And of course all of our luggage. We stopped at Kate's favourite smoothie place, the Chat-n-Chew where we got smoothies. We also wanted a brownie, so we asked Kate's mom, and she said no. Then we asked Kate's dad and he said yes, so we got one, haha. And it was really good. We didn't stop again after that until we were in the town near Amherst College which is where the camp is, and we stopped at this Cafe thingy, called Judie's. On the way Kate and I listened to music and then when Kate's laptop ran out of power we watched the Starter Wife on mine, until mine ran out of power. I really had to go to the bathroom by then so we stopped at MacDonald's which surprisingly had a fairly clean bathroom. So after that pit stop, we didn't stop until Judie's. Where we had lunch. We got these things called Popovers which was a weird bread thing that was empty on the inside but was really blown up. Neither Kate nor I liked it. But after that we got Steak Littles, which came with soup and Kate and I purposefully ordered the soup that Kate's mother and father wanted so they didn't have to spend more money than needed. So then we left and got to the camp which was basically right around the corner. At the check-in we saw Brian Hirschfield, and his 8th grade friend, Matt Humphrey? I think that's his name. And Kate and I kind of chuckled to each other. Ask me on fb why, because it won't let you on AIM here. HUMPH!! If you would like to know. MUAHAHA. So we settled in and we really only had about 15 minutes because they have the evaluation today. I played horribly for the first about half an hour, but then got my mind set and started playing much better. And then after that we had dinner at about 6 PM which I am not used to. As Seb knows my family is crazy about the time we have dinner. Unless he has a bad memory, well Kate knows how late my family has dinner. After that we had a fitness test, which I have no idea what was for, but it was fun because there were a ton of hot guys. Counselors and campers. And there is a dance on Thursday so that should be really fun. So after the fitness test we went back to our Dorm building where we had a meeting with everybody else in the camp, and then went to our floors and had a floor meeting, which I am not authorized to talk about. MUAHAHA. And Kate and I were going to rush to the showers after that (because there are only 2) but then we found out that there was going to be a fire drill so unless we took 5 second showers we would be in the shower during the fire drill, which would be bad. So we just sat around for 5 minutes until the fire drill which was just all the counselors shouting FIRE!!! from outside. So we did that, and when we could go inside, Kate and I ran inside and got to the showers first because we are cool like that. And after that we put sheets on our beds and un-packed. We did go downstairs to get Aloe Vera for Kate's sunburn and my right eye had ows and had gotten strangely gotten really red, or bloodshot I should say. And we went back upstairs after checking out the common room which had the 3 loser guys, I don't know where the cool ones were, and then one girl sitting in the corner with her laptop. Strangggeeee. I was really hungry now because that that so called "dinner" was more of a second lunch for me not a dinner. Or maybe a linner. tee hee. Lunch + Dinner = Linner. So we went back upstairs, and now am blogging!! While listening to some intense music. Look on FB for some intense photos!!

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Looking Out At The Badminton Net

I just came out to the hammock to sit with Kate after playing about a million games of Icy Towers, haha, I'm such a loser. I just ran inside to get some bug spray because in about a minute I got 3 HUGE mosquito bites. They are SO itchy. So today we got up well you heard from the last post. So when Kate and I got up we had french toast which I am not particularly fond of, but I had it anyway. It was okay but a tad too eggy. So after that Kate's mom sorted out all of Kate's closet because she hadn't packed yet. And some of Kate's old clothes, or clothes that were too small for her came to me!! YAY!! haha. Kate just left to feed Min. So after the closet sort out, we went with Daniel and Kate's mom to Daniel's friend's house, which had a HUMONGOUS yard. It had a trampoline, a zipline and a swing. Kate was saying, "It would be so cool to just run as fast as you can to the trampoline," across their huge yard, "and then back", and Kate's mum heard all that, and then when the Dad of Daniel's friend came over Kate's mum told him what she has said, and he said, "GO FOR IT!! Knock yourself out." so we skyrocketed out of the car and ran to the trampoline, bounced on it, and did flips and stuff until Daniel and his friend came and then we got off. We then went back to the car and the Dad said, "Why don't you try the zip line." and we both Kate and I went, "OMG yes, that's so cool." so we ran down to get the thing that you sit on while you zipline down, but the zipline wasn't greased so it kept sticking and didn't go that fast. But it was still really fun. So after we got home, we went to Hay Day, where my lunch was basically cheese samples, and a sandwich sample. Kate got sushi, and her mom got something I can't remember. And they ate that in the car. When we got home I made myself eggs, which I must say were quite good. Then Kate and I just kind of talked for a while and we went outside and sprayed each other with hose, and after that we took showers. Then after we went with Kate's mum to Rick Garcia salon. And before that we went into a store to try and find Kate some shorts because she needed some more for camp. And we saw these girls who looked like they were 16 but they were the height of about, well my height, haha. And they gave me an evil glare. So I didn't like them very much. Then when we went into a store to get some fruit leathers. And we saw those evil glare girls go into a like baby toy store, and so we followed them in there, and Kate and I decided that we would stand in the aisle and if those girls looked at us we would wave at them and when we went to stand in the aisle they started towards the door which was where we were so I just ran back to the salon, because I didn't want to be embarrassed. haha. I'll finish this up later, Kate's mom wants us to go to bed. Like that's actually going to happen haha.

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Wedding Mood

So I have to stay at Kate's house over the weekend because my parents are in London over the weekend and next week. On Sunday we are leaving for NIKE!!! (Tennis Camp) if you haven't figured out what I have been talking about this whole time. We're going there for a week. We are going to be amazing when we get back (at tennis) haha. So I got to Kate's house, and they made fun of me for how many bags I'm taking but I have my tennis racket bag, my bag for my pillow, and a blanket, and then a different bag for my clothes. And once I explained that I think they didn't think I was extremely over-packing. And if not, NOW YOU KNOW!! So we went upstairs to Kate's room and talked about secretive stuff, that you will never know. MUAHAHA. No we talked about what Kate should bring because she hasn't packed yet. Then after a while we went to the Fairfield Victoria's Secret and about 3 other people were supposed to go, but it ended up being only Kate and me. Which was fun. But we were running back and forth between the fitting room and the racks of shorts and undies, and like the third time we went the woman at the front desk paying place said, "GIRLS, It's not a good idea to run." so we said to each other, "Umm, okayy." haha. And walked briskly back to the fitting rooms. So after we were done in Victoria's Secret we went to this like drink/candy/snack shop called 'The Las Vetas Lounge". And we J-Walked and behind us was a fire engine that's horns were absolutely deafening to start with and then they got louder really suddenly right when Kate and I were in the middle of the street, and the engine was coming right for us, so we got freaked out and started running across the road. After we survived the J-Walking Kate and I split a nerds rope, I got a Chocolate shake, and Kate got a Vanilla shake. So after we had nothing else to do in the shop, so we walked out, and went down the street and we saw this store that was called the Tennis Spot, and I needed a hat, so we went inside and I bought a hat, durr. Then we went out again, and I think we crossed back across the street but farther down than before. And we went into Borders because I had a gift card for it. Our summer reading book is Animal Farm by George Orwell. So I decided it would probably be easier if I bought it now. And I used my gift card to buy Kate a blank like notebook/diary thing. And before that after we had found Animal Farm, we just sat in the little aisle type thing and I saw something called Bitch Posse and I said, "ooooo we should read that." and so Kate took one and then sat down with me while I read Animal Farm, but then she kept telling me about weird stuff in the book, and I wanted to see it, so after a while I just took one of my own, and it was about this woman who wa nted to forget something, but they explained it in a weird way. So after a while we realized it was time to meet Kate's mom, or Ewelina we didn't know who it was going to be, and so we left, of course we payed. And when we got home, we went outside with our laptops because there is only internet connection outside, strange. haha. And then we went on the trampoline for like 2 minutes making our "List" ooooo, and then Kate's dad came out, and said, "You have a orthodontist appointment, let's go." So we went there, and I thought it was really cool, because the patients get there own little space for a toothbrush, and they can look at their own chart. HAHA, I'm so weird. When we got home, we went back outside, and then after a while we went to Stop & Shop, and we bought a ton of stuff. And we bought 2 boxes of Gushers and we ate all of them, except of like one packet inside one of the packs was eaten by Daniel. And while Kate and I were in Stop & Shop Daniel and Mr. Pitt were at Blockbusters getting FAWLTY TOWERS!!! Even though the ones we got weren't that funny. Which was a let down. We watched the movie on my laptop in Kate's parents bedroom because their was more room, than Kate's teencie bed, haha. And we brought up Gusher's and cookie dough which we didn't finish that, but we finished the Gusher's. Then we went downstairs into like the living room, and talked about some intense stuff, and then when Kate's mom was done with the movie we went into the other living room where we always sleep, because it is SO hot upstairs. Even though it was really hot down here too. And we set up the bed, well all we did was put a sheet on the couch. And I started playing Icy Tower on the desktop in that room, while Kate watched some show. I can't remember. Then she played, and Kate was really good and I was horrible. So then we got on the couch and of course I fell asleep because I get so tired, for some reason, at other people's houses. And Kate said she couldn't sleep at all last night because it was really hot. I thought it was hot but I could still sleep. haha. So when we got up, which was like at 5:30 because it was so hot, and I couldn't fall back asleep, we went outside with our laptops because their is no internet connection inside. Which is quite annoying. Oh yah, Kate wanted me to add this: Kate was like in a wedding mood last night when I was playing Icy Tower. She asked, "Where do you want your wedding to be?" and then later, about 10 minutes later, she asked, "Where do you want your honeymoon to be?". It was quite amusing. And we were both acting so weird when we were outside posting. I am posting inside now because you don't need internet connection if your already on the page you want. But when I want to actually post it I have to go back outside. And Kate fell back asleep, and she was watching Daniel Cook, not the comedian some weird kid on Disney Channel. I think he is really annoying. haha. I am really tired so I am going to post this, and to do that I have to walk back out to the lawn chair. Ugg it's wet. oo i got some, (internet connection), hehe

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NIKE

I can't wait. It is going to be SO much fun. Oh yah Kate, you should bring shower sandals, because college showers usually aren't the cleanest of showers. And you probably don't want like foot fungus or something of the sort. Woah, I just fell into like a really light sleep, and then woke up. I can barely. Okay that was last night. My mom came in and slammed my laptop down and took it away. I don't know why. She is always in a bad mood, but lately she's been in a worse one. And sometimes it gets really annoying. ARG. And I usually can't fall asleep without watching something or reading something. And I couldn't find any books to read so I was just lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling for about an hour. Then I started getting really cold, so I got out of bed, and started doing sit-ups. haha. I know, I'm so weird. Then I got tired and fell asleep after about 10 more minutes of staring after the wall after doing my like 1 AM workout. And now I'm in my new decked out TV room. But my parents didn't let me keep the couch as the pull out bed, so it's not as comfortable. :-( But I am getting SO excited for camp. :-) Eeekkk. Hopefully there is internet connection up there so we can talk to people and post about everything. It's weird. Whenever I go to a sleepaway camp like this I get so freaked out that I will not have like all the right stuff, and it's even freakier because my parents are going to London, so I will have like no way to get anything I need, or anything like that. I gots to go. Just remember I have to pack some more stuff.

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Very Late Post of the Party

Seb wanted me to post about the party so here goes. That day nothing really happened except I got all my exam grades in the 70's. But strangely my parents haven't talked to me at all about it. So after school, everybody who was going, (Kenzie, Taylor, Isabel, Em, Kate, and of course me) got on Zee and I's van. On the van we looked at the big hard-bound year book, and talking to each other about random stuff. When we got to my house, everybody said that they were really hungry so we ate fruit leathers, which I love and you guys ate them all!! HUMPH!! While Zee was obsessed with the Sparkster and basically just hung out with him the whole time we ate the leathers. The animal loving anti-social freak. haha. jk jk. So after we had digested the fruit leathers we went in the pool. I went in my shirt and sweatpants, and everybody else went in their bra and underwear, and then after a while I started to sink too much because my sweatpants were too heavy, so I was in my underwear too. Then after a while we all got out, and then took a shower, and had another shaving cream fight. haha. and we put some prints on the windows, haha, the trend continues. Then after a while of talking and getting ready to go to the Little Kitchen, a Chinese restaurant on the Post Road, we went there. haha. What a surprise. So when we got there, we were sitting like across the big room from my parents and CJ. So we were sitting in the booth nearest the bathroom for anyone who's been there before. And we ordered some good food. And Kate was really excited because she could talk to our waiter in Mandarin. And she ordered some water and after she did it in Mandarin she basically jumped around but did it in her chair. But then the waiter to take our actual food order changed to a person that couldn't speak Mandarin so she got really frustrated about that. So we all ordered appetizers for the table, and then stuff for ourselves. Then in the bathroom Taylor and Kenzie got into a water fight. Kenzie got Taylor wet so Taylor wanted to get Kenzie back. So I said to Taylor, "How 'bout I say I left my shoes down at the pool and everybody comes down to the pool with me and then we can push her in." and Taylor was like OMG YES we have to do that. So when we got home I went down to the pool, and Taylor automatically came with me, and I had told everybody else by then so everybody else came down to, so Kenzie did too not knowing what was to come. ; ) So we got down there, and Taylor was right behind Kenzie she pushed her in, and of course Kenzie screamed. Then after that we all went in, and swam for a while. I am really really tired, I'll finish this up laterr, or tomorrow.

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Maxine is the lady who's feelin alright, thanks to the magic of kid dynamite!!

haha, dan, I needed a title. So today did not feel like the last day of school at all. I don't know why. I think it is because my parents are mad at me and won't let me do anything, partly because of my exam grades, and still partly because of the beach incident. I just went swimming, because my brother asked me and it was fun but my brother didn't do anything the whole time except floating around. But I tried to go on that skateboard thingy, and was falling off every time. Then got out after like half an hour. I am in my TV room right now, and I'm still wet on the couch. I'm watching this show called The Fabulous Life Of Celebrity Kids and it's all about how babies are sleeping in like $8,000 cribs, and have their own stylists to dress them and do their hair and everything, just because the celebrity parents are either too lazy or too busy. I think that would suck in a way. Growing up basically just having nanny after nanny look after you and teach you life lessons. Then on the other hand, you get like unlimited designer clothes, you get your own top notch hair stylist. That would be really cool. On one hand I am really happy that there is no more school. But on the other hand I am not because I won't see alot of my friends for like 3 months, and I will have to deal with my parents for 3 months without saying, "I have to do my homework" to them so they leave me alone and stop shouting at me. And plus my dad has to work for most of the summer so he won't be there to calm down my mom if she is in a rampage. She will just shout and shout and shout, until she is either out of breath or blue in the face. Hopefully she will not get like that too much. wow what a coincidence my mom is on a rampage right now. I have to go. I'll post laterr.

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Out The Door, Just In Time

That's the line I just heard in the song I'm listening to. The party was really fun, but for some reason I really don't feel like posting about it because Kate will and I don't know. But I had to go to a allergist appointment because I had been getting really bad allergies lately. So I went there, and what they do is take this weird 8 prong scratchy thing, and the Doctor pushes it hard into your skin. And it has different allergies on each prong, and if the place where it touches your skin becomes really itchy and looks like a mosquito bite, then you might be allergic to that certain thing. You have to wait 15 minutes until the Doctor comes back in. And by the time she does, it gets SO fricking itchy, and your not allowed to itch it or they have to do it again. So I was waiting there and I was almost bouncing off the walls because it was SO itchy. I am really tired, and annoyed right now, so I'll finish this up later.

Bedtime?

My parents think that if I go to bed at 10:30 it's too late. But what they do is tell me to go to bed, I fake going to bed, and stay up for like another three hours if not the whole night, haha, BLOGGING BUDDIES!! I am getting hot flashes. Well maybe it's because this laptop is burning hot, but if it's not then I am going in the wrong order. I think you know what I'm talking about Kate, haha. Ahhh much better. I just got a fan, and put it on high. It feels really good. OMG I totally forgot about posting about today, meaning paintball, Seb reminded me. Thankyou very much Floris Sebastiaan deGoeijen. So, it was supposed to be a class trip, but only like 12 people showed up. Which was actually alot better. Not that I wouldn't have liked having more girls since Denay and I were the only ones. HAHA. Isabel and Kate, you chickens!!! jk jk. So when David got to school, which was where you went and then other parents were going to drive us up, he got there and he had a hockey bag full of paintball stuff, and hockey bags are big. He had like arm protectors, chest protector, and all this stuff. And paintball does not hurt at all, unless the ball doesn't break on you, then it hurts. And then some more people came like Teymoor, Harry, Nick, Seb, Jake, and Ben, who had some intense equipment too. But the people who had the intense equipment weren't that good. Compared to how good their equipment was. I went with Seb, Teymoor, and Denay in Denay's dad's car. We watched Be Cool on the way up which I've seen like 10 times, but it's one of those movies that you can watch over and over again. It's pretty good. So when we got there, we waited a while until the guy was ready to give us the directions and rules. So after that I rented like a jump suit/camp thingy because I had a tee-shirt on and I didn't want huge welts on my arms. And I also bought a paint grenade. Which I didn't use until the last round, haha, and it didn't even hit anybody. So our first game was on a course, and all of this was outside, that was really big, adn it was just trees and a couple places of grouped of logs, and rocks. So the game started and I rushed up to a group of logs and I got David out, and then Harry came up to where I was too, and he, I swear, was screaming like a girl. He was going like all high pitched saying, "Ahh FUCK" whenever he heard shots. So he got out because he was being to loud, and then I got out by getting hit in the mouth part of the facemask, so all the paint splattered into my mouth which was nasty. So the team I was on lost because the other team had a guy who had a really good gun and was really good. He got like everybody out. So the next round I went down to the water side of the course, and I got up really far, and then I shouted I was out of ammo, or paint or whatever, and then I heard someone say, "Chloe I'm coming" and it sounded alot like Alex who wasn't there before, but I turn around and it was, and I was like where did you come from, and he was like I just came. So I was like oh okay, then I heard shots near us so I was like whatever concentrate on the game, haha. So I got out again by that guy in the red with a really good gun and stuff. He shot me on the knee which hurt because it didn't break on me, but then he got me out by hitting me on the shoulder. So after that, Denay's dad had gone out to buy pizza, and he got back like half an hour after we got out of that second game, and I swear it was the best pizza I ever tasted. So before Denay's dad brought the pizza Avery had come, and he was like, I really want to play, can we just skip pizza. And no one really listened to him and so we ate pizza, and then we played a game in a different that was much smaller, and had inflatable bunker things. And Alex and I went up to the top bunker thing, which didn't work out because we actually hit some of our own people, haha, oops. Then we played two more games, which were fun, but it was more fun on the bigger course. But by then that camo jumpsuit thing had gotten SO hot, and I was sweating like CRAZY, and it was really nasty. But it was still really fun. So we went back in the same cars, and Avery came with us. And we finished or almost finished Be Cool. It was good. Even though I've seen like 10 times. So then Avery, Seb, Teymoor, and I got back first, and Teymoor, and Seb stayed in the car and finished Be Cool I think, while Ave, Denay and I went to the playground. Avery and I had taken some paintballs back with us, and we sprayed them ALL over the playground set thingy. And I wouldn't be surprised if maintenance or some authority figure made an announcement about vandalizing school property. So then my dad came and I had to leave. Then when I got home I jumped in my pool in all my clothes except for my shoes, because those were really dirty. And I didn't want to get the pool dirty. After that I went to Trader Joe's to get fruit leathers, and went to Robeks right next to Trader Joe's to get a regular Strawnana Berry. And that was basically my day, and Seb wants me to finish up the post, so that's it!!

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The Ultimate Fighter

I'm watching this reality show called The Ultimate Fighter 5, because it is the fifth season of this, and it's kind of like wrestling/boxing, and I mean wrestling as in the real wrestling not TV wrestling. And it's about these guys who are fighting matches, and if they lose the match then they go home, and the last guy in the show wins a contract in the professional UFC thingie. And the only reason I'm watching it is because when they fight they take their shirts off, and they are all ripped. And I have nothing else to watch. I really don't think I can wait any longer for my party. We have to do something intense. Kate I won't say what happened at Lexi's hehe, but I haven't done that in such a long time, because when your younger no one really cares, but when your older everybody thinks it's weird. But that would be fun. We should have a night swim. That would be fun, because my pool has really cool lights. Well they aren't that cool, they just light up the pool really well. And it looks really bright blue-ish/green-ish. Remember, you don't have to bring anything except your clothes, and bathing suits. Because we have enough pillows and stuff for everybody. And it depends on my exam grades but I'm pretty sure I'm getting a cell sometime during the early summer. Which will be cool. Now I'm watching a soccer match between USA, and China, because the Ultimate Fighter thing was over. And China is horrible at soccer. It's really funny to watch. I have like nothing else to say. I'M SO BORED!! If you read this GO ONLINE!!!

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Deep Breath In and Out.

That is what the nurse said when she was giving me my shots. First I had to wait for the nurse to come in to check my height (59 in 3/4), my weight (87 lbs), my eyes I think I did kind of badly with that, and my hearing I cheated on that. You can hear when she clicks the button to make the beeping thing go off in the earphones, so when I heard her click the button I tried to hear the little beep things. So after that, I had to pee in a cup, I won't give the details haha, and then I had to wait in that little room until my actual doctor came in. I was having a physical so he had to check everything. And he was feeling my stomach, and I'm ticklish there, so he was asking me questions about what I eat and stuff, and so I was answering the questions and I kept laughing which was kind of embarrassing. But whatever. And then after the doctor was done I had to wait another like 45 mins for the person who gives the shot to come so I started to get really nervous, because I don't like shots. I don't mind having my blood taken, but I hate shots because they hurt. Like when I have my blood taken I can look at my blood going through that tube into the vile. It's just that with shots, they hurt, so I'm scared to get them. So because it took so long for that person to come I started to get really really nervous. So when they gave the shots (three btw) the woman said breath in, and breath out, and when I breathed out she jabbed me with the needle. The first one hurt ALOT, and I thought my arm was going to fall off. Then on the second one she said the same thing, and that one didn't hurt as much. But the third one she said to cough. So when I coughed she jabbed me with the other needle. And this one hurt SO much. You know that feeling of when the needle goes in it just feels like it pinches your skin? Well this felt like it went through the skin, through the muscle, and through the skin on the other side. It hurt so much. And this post took me so long to type, because I can barely move my arms. ooooooo. I think I am going to go dance in the rain, even though I can't move my arms. And btw it's raining, if you didn't catch on. haha.

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The Queen Of High Treason

I have no idea why I picked that title, but it sounds cool. I really wanted to go to Lexi's because her parties are always fun. And then Kate commented on one of my posts and said, I wasn't supposed to tell what happened but of course I will. And I doubt she's up yet, so I'm really wondering about what happened now, and I can't find out. I was SO bored yesterday. All I did was read The Little Prince, go swimming, which was fun but it was really cold yesterday, so the pool was really cold too. Then my mom made me make dinner which was actually kind of fun, because it was raining, and we were using the grill, so I was like dancing in the rain while cooking steak. And when I lit it, there was too much gas in the grill, so the fire went really big, and like in my face, but nothing happened, and it was really cool. I'm watching House right now, and they have to take out the right side of some retards brain. And I'm not just calling him a retard, he is an actually mentally retarded person. And when they take it out, he can do all this stuff that he couldn't do before. Like talk normally, and be a normal person. And House faked having cancer so he could get high on the cancer drugs. And his team of doctor people were being really nice to him because they thought he was dying, but after they find out he was faking it they hated him again. I had really bad allergies yesterday, and was sniffling alot, so when I woke up today I had the worst headache, and I still do. And it feels like my head is swollen with something because it hurts at the front and back. owwwww. No one is online to talk to. No one is on FC to talk to. No one is on FB to talk to. I'm all alone. And I had to wake up at like 8 to go to an orthodontist appointment, but then my mom said, " Chloe, I feel too sick to take you to your appointment. Go back to bed." And so I stumbled back into bed, but I couldn't get myself to fall asleep. So I have been since like 8:30, and I have a really big headache. ARG. It hurts, and throbbs in PAIIINNNNN. And I'm trying a smaller font, so tell me if you like it or if I should keep it the same as before. Comment to tell me. I can't wait until my party, it's going to be SO much fun. And I really don't want exam return day to come. I wish I hadn't gotten in so much trouble, because then if I have gotten bad grades they will be even more furious than they would if I hadn't gotten in trouble. I have to go, I'm really hungry. And if you read this before you call me Kate, then call me right now. 254-8412!! I need to know

My house today..........

Is kind of like a jail cell. When I get home after not going to Lexi's :( I can't watch TV I can't go on my laptop, I can't go anywhere. I can only go in my pool, in my yard, or inside. I really wanted to go to Lexi's. It's really annoying how parents at the drop of a hat just because they are overreacting about something won't let you go to a party that you really wanted to go to. And it really annoys me that they can do this whenever they want because they are our rides to go everywhere. That was this morning. Now I am in a jail cell at school. All I can do is take my exams then go back into Mrs. Hartt's room to study, get lunch bring it back to this room. Then after lunch/studying, we take the History exam. After that we come right back here, and wait until we go home. What a fantastically fun day!!! And I'm not sure who knows of this blog, so comment everybody who reads this so I know. I just want to know who knows it so I can see if I trust that particular person. Well Kate, Dan, Seb, Zee, I know I can trust. But otherwise COMMENT!!! hehe. I really should be studying for the history, but I just can't make myself pick up the stupid review sheets and read them. Haha. My stomach just growled really loudly. I am so hungry, but Mr. Fitz won't let us go to lunch because, "The line is too long". Arg. It just growled again. Alex was cracking his knuckles, and then Mr. Fitz said, "Don't do that, it's bad for your hands, you'll get arthritis" and then I asked, "Didn't somebody prove that it doesn't cause arthritis?" and he was like, "No, well maybe someone thinks that." I'm back from getting lunch. YAY!!! I am so hungry, but the pasta tastes like vegetables somehow. But I have yogurt with granola and chocolate pudding so I'll be full by the time I'm finished. I really have to study now. Remember to comment!!

Slam.......

As my mom comes in the room. Slamming the door behind her, almost making the door come off it's hinges. She just got an email from Mr. Cissel explaining that we will have in-school suspension tomorrow. And my mom just came in saying that I can't go to Nike Tennis Camp with you Kate. I'm really sorry. I really wanted to go. Maybe she just made a rash decision and will change her mind, I hope so. Going to the beach was such a stupid decision. Well actually, I think it wasn't that stupid. I just think all of the authority figures are overreacting It seems like the authority figures in our lives are getting more uptight about everything. And it seems they are getting more uptight as we get older, which seems really stupid. God I fucking hate my mom, I wanted to go to Nike Tennis Camp SO badly, just to get away from her for a week. Because I will be spending the rest of the summer with her. And no dad, because he has to work during the summer. I just wish parents, for once, could be in our shoes for a day, and see how our lives were. And I don't know if you've ever brought that up with your parents, but whenever I do they always say, "I was a kid once too you know. I know how everything goes." and I don't say this out loud, but in my head I'm thinking, "No it's much different than when you were kid's. There's much more to worry about now. Especially when you have horrible parents." And my mom said some really mean stuff to me, so know I can't read my study guide for history because the ink smeared, because I cried so much on it. I just wish my parents and I could switch lives, just for today, to re-do it. So I could blow up at them, and not let them do what they were so hoping to do during the summer (Nike Tennis Camp), and be able to just take all the anger from my life out on my child. That is what my mom does. My parents have been getting in alot of fights now-a-days. And whenever my mom is mad at my dad for something, she takes all of her anger out on me, by unfairly getting mad at me for anything and everything I do. I am in my dining room right now, and my mom has been shouting at me for like 10 straight minutes now, from the kitchen, and I can't concentrate on studying. I am probably going to fail History and Math tomorrow. Which is not good because then my parents will be furious when I come home with all my friends, for my party after exam return day. I have to go because my mom stopped shouting, and so I probably have about another five minutes before she starts again, so I have to use that time wisely. Comment Please.

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COMMENTS!!!

And comment on that last one. Don't comment on this one. Comment on feelings. pweeeez :)

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Feelings?

I really need summer to come. Today, the exam was pretty easy. The essay took a long time, but I still think I did fairly well on it. So after that, Denay, Alex, and I were waiting for Kate to come back from printing out her essay for the exam, we had to talk to Mr. Cissel, and Mr. Fitz, about the beach thing. And so we got probation for next year for the first semester, meaning if we go off campus without permission during the first semester of school, then we get suspended. We lost our frees for the first month of school next year, and we have an in school suspension tomorrow. But it doesn't go on our permanent record so that's good. Because all of us are trying to get into boarding school. Well they are all trying to get into Choate, but I am trying to get into Loomis Chaffee. And Loomis Chaffee girls hockey is really good. They were undefeated this year. And they beat Choate. So ha, to all you Choate lovers!!! And then after that, Alex had to leave, Denay, Kate, and I went to the cafeteria for lunch. Connor, Chris, Avery, Isabel, and Isabelle were there. And they said that they were ordering pizza, and then like all of them said, "You can't have any though," "except for Denay," Connor added. And so I was like, "Umm okayyyy." Oh and Lucy was there too. And so I went over to get some pasta, and Kate came too, and she looked at the time, and said, "OMG I have to go study for Mandarin" so she was about to run off, when Mr. Fitz came, and talked to us for what seemed like forever about our consequences. And then Kate had to go study. So I got my pasta and some pudding, and sat down. Then like 2 minutes after that everybody got up to go get the pizza Connor had ordered. And Denay said, "I think they are going to the front lawn" so the two of us went there, but they weren't there. Then we saw all the other people, and they didn't know where Connor and the other people who were getting the pizza had gone. And they were outside under the lower school walkway thing. And when we went over there Isabel said that they were about to read Kate's diary blog, and Avery was like NO!! NO I didn't. And then Isabel said, "Well Chris wanted to, but Avery said no" and so I guess they didn't. But they did have Kate's laptop so I guess they thought they could find it, and read it. And I said, "Don't you guys, seriously. That's unfair." So they were like, "NO we didn't read it" and then Mr. Fitz came, and said go back to the forum, so we went back. And then Mr. Meyer came in after a while, and blew up at us, about buying pizza. Chris wouldn't stop talking stupidly, so he made Mr. Meyer even madder. And so he shouted at us, like really shouted at us to go sit in the forum, but now I am in that chair looking down the hall towards the other lockers, at one end of the common room, right by the table. Which is where my dice got squished. And I worked hard on that. HUMPH!!! So now I'm just waiting until 2:40 to go home. On the van.

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Hi, I'm Hank Hill, And I'm Afraid Of Propane

I am watching King Of The Hill. And he is afraid of propane because in the last episode he got in an explosion, because a propane tank exploded. And he's afraid to grill and stuff. Enough on that subject. Kate, Alex, Denay, and I went to the beach today. We went through that door in the fence right by the lower school science room. And we ran through that persons yard to the street. It was kind of trespassing but I don't think anyone cared. Then we were walking along the street down to the Burying Hill Beach, (I think that's what it's called). And when we were walking down the street I was freaked out every time a car came because it would be a teacher. But no teacher saw us and we made it to the entrance of the beach. And then we heard a low teacher - sounding voice. And Denay and I were about to run to the beach. But then Alex said it was just Edward. And then we started walking again. So we got there, and I got my toes wet, hehe, and then we went on the umm, I forget what it's called. The wooden thing that goes out into part of the ocean. So we were walking out to the end of the whatever it's called, and Denay was taking a really long time because she was scared of falling. And so we were sitting at the end of whatever it's called, and telling kind of not secretive but still a tad secretive secrets. And then someone said Denay. We looked over and it was Mr. Cissel. My stomach dropped like out of my butt, I know I've used that expression before but I like it. And so we got up really quickly and tried to run back but didn't want to, and couldn't because it was kind of slimy, and seaweedy, so we couldn't run or we would slip. And fall into the cold ocean. Which would be bad. So when we got to the shore, and to Mr. Cissel, he said all the usual stuff about doing something wrong. He also said that someone told him that someone saw us and told him that we were going to the beach. Which means someone ratted us out. ARG. It better not have been a kid. But then he drove us back to the school and said, "This is not the end. Go home, and tell your parents, and I will follow up." So I got home, and my mom was getting my brother so I didn't bother calling her up to tell her. But my dad called and I told him and he said, "Well that's stupid. Why did Mr. Cissel get so mad? Don't worry about it Chlo." So that's good, because I didn't need my parents mad at me when I was going to ask them if I could go to Lexi's party , which sounds really fun. It's weird though, because I am never invited to any parties during the beginning or middle of the year. But at the end of the year, I get invited to a ton of them. HAHA. FUN FUN FUN!! The Exams today didn't seem hard at all to me. Except the questions on the science exam about the passive transport with red blood cells. I had no idea. I just put down random crap. But I think I did a good job other than that. I have to study for English. Kate post!! And EVERYBODY COMMENT!! Pwetty pweez. hehe. As lyall would say. Avery and Kate know what I'm talking about. haha.

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Not very thought out Ding-Dong-Ditch.......

Today has been horribly boring the say the most. All I did was study. And take like a 10 minute swim. But that's it. And then my neighbor and her friends, the people who almost took my head off throwing a swing at me, kept ringing my doorbell, and I saw them do it every single time. And so after they had come back to ring it like 4 times. I opened the door, and sat by it. And this one girl came up, and she saw I was sitting there. And she looked really surprised. And she said in a really bad lying voice, "Ohh, I was just coming over to see if, ummmmm, you wanted to come over." And I said, "No, I'm studying for exams, sorry." and then she like ran off. It was funny. I really wish I could've just walked to the Post Road, where like Blockbuster is, and Munson's chocolate. And I had like $100.00. And I could spend it freely. And if there was some good clothes stores, close to there, which there aren't, but if they like teleported there or something. That would be cool. My parents fought SO much today. And it sounded like it was about nothing. They were just shouting at each other about how they were bad spouses. Today I genuinely hated my mom. She kept blowing up at me for nothing. She seems so nice on the outside, but then when she gets mad she gets mad at everybody even if they have nothing to do with it. And she also did something that I can't say. But it was really weird, and it made me feel really awkward. But my dad was really nice to me today for some reason. I really have to study, so that is the end of the post. Yipeee. And you can comment now. So COMMENT!!

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Couch Drool

I feel asleep on my couch while I was talking to my brother on the phone. He is coming home in like two days. And even though sometimes he can be evil, he is still my brother and I love him. And when I fell asleep I fell asleep face down, and with my mouth open, so I drooled. HEHE. But we had like 30 people over today for some reason. Maybe it was a Memorial Day party or something, but it was really tiring. I got to see my old friend Turner again, and I had tons of fun. We stayed in my pool for like 5 hours straight. And we stole a watermelon that was supposed to be dessert, dropped it on the driveway which cracked it in half, and then ate it. But we couldn't let my parents find out that we stole it, so we had to hide the evidence in the garbage outside. And then we ran around for a while trying to avoid Turner's mom because she didn't want to go home. I'm happy for Kate. They look really good together. I wish someone liked me. W/E. I'll be too occupied over the summer to get sad, so to bad sadness, you won't get me this time, MUAHAHAHA. And I am really tired now because I fell asleep once before. And my mom is being unreasonable because she is drunk, so I have to not get her mad and go to bed. and COMMENT!! No one ever actually comments. It annoys me SO much.

Boogeyman (Ad-on)

This to add on about what my dad and I were talking about at the diner. I said to him, "Do you think mom got alot more stressed since she got cancer?", and he nodded while saying yes, and he said, "You know how she said, 'since I got cancer, you're going to get cancer' (which she did say to me), she just said that because she was so worried about getting cancer again, see my mom (meaning my dad's mom) got brain cancer, which goes down generations" and I asked, "Do you think I would've liked her?" (she died before I was born), and my dad said, "Yah, she was great" and then he looked like he was about to cry, because he never really talks about her, and I think he really misses her. And I felt really bad for him. So that was my ad-on.

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Boogeyman

So, I did end up on going to Lexi's party, which in the long run might have been a mistake. I went to Kate's house first. We tried to find a swimsuit for me, because my mom wasn't picking up the phone so she couldn't bring my bikini. So I ended up wearing Em's. Which fit me pretty well. Then Kate and I went down to Kate's river, and Em stayed up at the house, on her laptop or something. When I got the bikini I was wearing wet, it got really baggy, and it would probably fall off if I swam in it at the party. So we went back up, and I had to wear Em's 1 piece. ARG. I really wanted to wear my bikini. But whatever. So we ended up getting there at around 8:00. But we were fashionably late, even though we were an hour late. When we got there everybody was in the hot tub or around it at least, and Denay started chasing me around saying, "Take it off", right after I stared taking off my shorts, because I had my swimsuit under my clothes. And so then we got in and everybody was talking and everything. And then after a while everybody got out because there was food on the table, but like Me, Allison, Kate, and Em, stayed in the hot tub because Em, Kate, and I had eaten a bowl of popcorn before we came, and apparently so had Allison. So then everybody came back and was in the hot tub for like 5 more minutes, and then Connor and Dan, started playing soccer. By that time I was out of the hot tub and getting twizzlers and a brownie, and Connor kicked it too high so it came onto the porch type thingy, right to me. And so I kicked it back, but it hit the string holding up the volleyball net, which I think snapped it, and so the net fell down. Ooops hehe. So then I went down and, Will and Isabel were attempting to fix it. But they couldn't, so James just rolled it up and put it to the side somewhere. So then a ton of people started playing soccer including me. And Connor kept kicking the ball over to the hot tub, and it was like an inch away from hitting Lucy like every single time. But it didn't. Then Em showed up all the boys with her amazing soccer skills. And after that, we went back in the hot tub for a little bit, and I was showering talking to Isabel. And then everybody had left to go downstairs. And when I went down there I saw that they were watching something freaky, so I just stood in the doorway, and Allison was standing there too. And I heard scary music come on, so I said to her, "Do you want to watch this, because I don't" and she said, "Yah let's go back upstairs". And then Mrs. Keuhner, (I think that's how you spell it) somehow knew I was scared of scary movies, and knew that I saw the Ring and it freaked me out. She must get the low-down from Lexi. I love Mrs. Keuhner, she is the coolest mom ever. Back to the party though. The only reason Allison didn't want to watch it was because Alec (Dunn, not Bakes. Bakes wasn't there) was down there and she didn't want him trying to make a move on her. So we sat in the hot tub, and then I think Em came, and then Henry came. And then like the rest of the FCDS guys. Excpet Alex Broadbent, because he had his arm around Kate. Oooooo. HAHA. Kate was like huddled up against him the whole movie, and he had his arm around her the whole movie, even though this was like the second time they had met. HAHA. So then, everybody went back downstairs, and I tried to watch a little bit of it. And so I went in and sat down on the couch, between Kate, and Julian. And I had a blanket, which was good because I needed to cover my face if a scary part came up. And so in the movie, it was The Boogeyman by the way, this guy was walking around and all these kids started attacking him, and then the Boogeyman did too. And it was really freaky, because it had really freaky music. So I ran out, and a ton of other people did too. We first went to the hot tub and pool, then we went back downstairs to the dojo thing. And Connor said, "Who would win if we had a fight between FCDS and GFA" And all the guys started fighting, which was really stupid. And then we wanted to play truth or dare, but no one would shut up, so we couldn't play. Then alot more people came out, so I think the only people left were Kate and Broadbent, and Julian and Kenzie. Julian had his arm around Kenzie, and Broadbent had his arm around Kate. How cute. HEHE. So then everybody went back upstairs, and everybody was pushing each other into the pool. But then I sat down with Dan, Denay, James, and Taylor. Then Dan had to go see if his ride left without him. Then Jake, Denay, Taylor, and I wanted to go watch a happy movie, but we didn't want everyone to come down with us, so we went like one by one. Then we went downstairs, and we saw what a mess, the movie theater was, and we felt really bad, so we cleaned it up. Denay and I cleaned up the movie theater, and James and Taylor cleaned up the Dojo. It's Denay and My hobby. HEHE. Then Lexi came down and saw that we cleaned it up, and said, "OMG thankyou SO much you guys" Then Taylor had to go see if her ride had left, so James Denay and I watched Stomp The Yard. And Denay put her legs on James, and laid down. And I really wish I had a guy friend that I could do that with. Like feel really comfortable around and he would think of me as a a sister, and I would think of him of him as a brother, and we would like tell each other everything, and I'm not like that with anyone. But I guess it just takes time. ARG. Then I had to go upstairs to see if Kate had left me. But she hadn't and I went on like that circular raft in the pool with her and Chris, and it was so nice because we were lying down and looking up at the sky, and it was really beautiful, and because there were a ton of stars and the moon was really big and beautiful. Then after that we were just talking then Mr. Pitt came and we had to leave. And I was getting so freaked out by the movie in the car, because I have a big closet in my room, and in the movie the Boogeyman comes out of closets. AKKK. And when I saw The Ring, I had nightmares for like 2 years, I swear. So Kate noticed that I was shaking in the car, and it was because I was really freaked out. And then she said, "Ohh Chloe, don't worry about it. Just think about the actors doing a scary scene and then going to get a sandwich with some friends." Which made me laugh and feel better. Then I remembered that I had left my laptop and backpack at Kate's house. And Mr. Pitt was driving me home and I didn't want to ask him to take me to their house, and then back to my house. But he heard me, and said, "Ohh don't worry we can bring them over tomorrow" So I said thanks, and then we got to our house, and I said my pleasantries and they left. And then I told my parents that if they heard me wake up screaming it was just because I had watched a scary movie. And last night I did have a scary dream, but I can't remember it. I just remember waking up really sweaty and the covers were off me. Which freaked me out. But I didn't get eaten by the Boogeyman. HAHA. So when I got up today my dad and I went to the Sherwood Diner. And we never really have anything to talk about except like trivial stuff. But I was hungry for some good chocolate chip pancakes. And on the way back we stopped by Kate's house because I know that they never have their door unlocked so I picked up my backpack and laptop, and Mr. Pitt saw me and said, "Good morning Chloe." And then when he saw me leaving he said, "Have a nice weekend." So now I am writing this post, which hopefully I will be able to restrain from writing anymore because I REALLY need to study. WOW this was a big tirade (vocab word, hehe).

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Evil Glares Ad-on

Also. On the way home, Katie Segelstein, Sarah Hafey, Zee and I were sticking our heads out the window and we got completely dry, well my bra didn't but that's okay. HEHE. And Sarah Hafey spat out the window and it hit me in the face, and it hit her in the face too, because she spat forward into the wind, when we were going like 70 MPH down the highway. Good times. Good times. And then we were waving at people to try and get people to wave back and this one guy almost hit us trying to tell us to not stick half of our bodies out the window, and he swerved really close to the van, when we were barreling down the highway. But everyone survived, thankfully. Ok now I actually have to go take a shower.

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IM (The Teenage World)

The whole teenage world revolves around IM's. People sometimes get asked out on IM. People explain how they feel on IM. People get in fights on IM. People are asked to go "to the bathroom" so they can get asked out. HEHE Seb, you know what I'm talking about it. I can definitely give plenty of examples for each. I can't give an example for the asking out one which is good, because it is definitely to say that in person, because asking someone out on IM, just says your afraid to say it to his or her face, and if you are uncomfortable doing that then you probably won't have a good relationship with each other. I think that life would be simpler if you didn't have the internet all together. I mean it's not the only way of getting in touch, like the telephone, or a letter. It's so weird but cool to think that people used to send letters to say hey how's life, let's meet for lunch, or to do something, and would talk about their feelings all through a piece of paper sent miles to someone and then vice versa. It would be SO cool to still do that, and not have internet for like a week and no phones either, and see how it is. I wish that we still used mail as a way to explain feelings to each other, and to speak our mids through a piece of paper. I never get mail, except Sports Illustrated which I don't think I get anymore, HEHE. I'm so not girl-ish. Well I do read Seventeen when I can get my hands on it. Or People. I like People. I should try and get a subscription to that. I like to hear gossip about all the celebrities. Actually to think about it, it would be horrible if your life was intruded by some stranger, paparazzi person, and then plastered on bill boards and magazines and in newspapers around the countries. Imagine YOUR life and then think about how people would see you if they knew everything about you? I would hate that. More than anyone can know. WOW that was an epic tyrade. URG my mom and dad just got in ANOTHER fight. And I think my mom is about to storm in saying, "GO TO BED NOW!!!". So I should probably act like a good daughter and beat her to the punch.

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COMMENT!!! PLEEZ

Evil Glares

When Kate and I got into science, we were fairly late, and we were talking about that there were no seats over where we usually sit, and so Kate had to go to like the front or something, and I swear her evil glare burned through my head. And then Chris wouldn't stop talking, so she kept looking at him, and she said, "DO I LOOK HAPPY?" and I was like, "Umm no" like really high pitched, but really quietly. And then Peter, Em, and I didn't do the right subject for that project where we go up to the board, and read stuff about a subject and write stuff on the board. We did the completely wrong thing, so that was pretty embarrassing. HAHA. And I feel sick, and like everybody in the class is coughing and sounds really really sick. Including me. I am really sniffly and it may be just be my allergies but I usually just get itchy eyes, and itchy throat. I forgot to finish this post so I am at home now after my game. We lost it, so we don't get a banner. :( We won every single game except that one. ARG. And Coach O (ms. ostermueller, if that is how you spell it) poured a whole water bottle on me, and she put me in a headlock, so I couldn't get away, it was actually really awkward. And I kind of want to play next year, and I kind of don't. Because I love tennis, but I love softball too. And I don't know what to switch to, comment on this giving advice on what I should do next year. Shower, I gtg.

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I'm not doing time at all anymore. haha

My Life So Far

My life this year has been, okay, except for a few big up and downs. It seems like it just takes time to mend all wounds, like I thought I would always and forever like Ave, but I have gotten over him, and it will probably just take time to get over Dan. And no offense Dan, but your just one guy, in 7th grade, and they will be better guys and worse guys and I will have to deal. I will have to deal with all the dicks, and all the stud-muffins, (haha i love that word), who break my heart. Hopefully not alot will. I just wish things had worked out, but I guess if Dan thinks it was for the best then I guess it was. I should just stop talking about it. So.......all you guys.......if you are ever talking to any boys who are single and I come up, (don't just bring me up randomly, unless they ask you who they should like) say good stuff about me. Okay? Thankyou. I think this summer is going to be fun. I am totally having a pool party, and all you guys are invited to a coolio pool party, except Ave who apparently likes his camp more than he likes to stay here so he will be away at a boring camp while we have fun in a pool. MUAHAHAHA!! So.........what else am I doing this summer? Hmmmm......oh yah Chris and Peter might come to Nike Tennis Camp at Amherst at the same time Kate and I are. That would be fun, except sometimes Peter can be really annoying. I am doing a mountain biking camp, a GFA tennis camp, a hockey camp, and that's all I can think of right now. I am having writers block I'll post later if anything comes up.

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Summer Plans Failed

Dan and I are not going to go out during the summer. He said that the more he thinks about it the more he doesn't want a GF. I asked why, and he said because the previous GF's he had didn't work and ended with a fight. And I asked him who were his last GF's and he said Lucy, and Lauren, and I asked him if he thinks I am like them. He said no, and so I said, "So you don't want to even try?" and he said well it's just that the other GF's just didn't work because he didn't want a GF. I am REALLY sad, and I really wish things had worked out, and it's really bad that this happened during exam week because now I won't be able to concentrate at all because I am so sad. I really wanted to go out with him, and at least I really wanted to try to make it work but I guess everything was just too good to be true. Everything always seems that way in my life. Like everything was fine before Ave said he was deciding between us. And then after that everything did not go my way at all, and everything before that seemed to good to be true. Then everything seemed alright, when I was forgetting about Ave, and I liked Charlie, and everything seemed okay, he told Em who told me, that he didn't like me at all, but not like that, in a nicer way. And now I was so ecstatic about going out with Dan because I liked him SO much, and I'm sorry if that makes you feel bad Dan but it's how I feel, and I liked him SO much, and I was so happy about going out with him, and now we aren't even going to try. And everything seemed to good to be true, and now it's not true. I just keep wishing that this shit hadn't happened to me ALL year long. It really sucks. ALOT. I know I might sounds like a broken record, but nothing seemed to go right with the guys I liked this year, and I felt like things were going REALLY well with Dan, and now he's not even like talking to me. I know it might be a little awkward, but I still don't really understand why he doesn't want a girlfriend. I just like him SO much, and I wish things had gone smoothly and had not torn my heart into pieces like Ave did. Don't feel bad Ave I'm completely over you. I am just really sad, and annoyed not at you Dan, just that this had to happen during review week, because now I will probably be sad all week, and don't feel bad because I would have rather you tell me sooner than later it's just the timing was awful. Ohh God I am starting to cry and I can't because I am waiting for my piano lesson, and now everybody is looking at me. FRICKING FRICK. MOTHER FRICKING, FRICK, I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I wish everything was different, I hope everything will get better over the summer. But I doubt it will. There is only the tad of hope that is left for me to cling on to.

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4:29:35 PM

Before School

I am up at 6 when I could be asleep for another half an hour. My dad put on the house alarm last night, and he forgot to turn it off, and opened a door, so at 5:30 in the morning I woke up to the screeching noise of an alarm. And my dad couldn't figure how to turn it off for like 5 minutes, and with this alarm on you can barely hear your self speak. So after that I realized I felt really sick. Probably because I ate Ice Cream, Popcorn, then food from the Little Kitchen, the Chinese place, last night. So here's the situation with me and Dan, he and Sarah are "engaged" on facebook, and I felt a little worried, because I know what Sarah will do, and she made out with a guy that her best friend liked, who she knew liked, just because she was mad at her friend, so I was just I don't know worried about that. And if it was with anyone else I wouldn't really care, but with Sarah I don't know it's hard to explain. And I didn't tell Dan because I know we aren't actually going out yet, and I didn't want him to think I was overreacting, so Allison was talking to him about it, and she said to me, that she asked Dan if he liked me or not, and he said, I don't know people really want me to. And I wrote in his IM box, is that all he said, accidentally, and then said oops wrong box, but then he was like ohh, then said lies, and he meant that I was lying, and I said well I'll tell you the truth, and I told him I was talking to allison about what he said, and then he said that he never said that, but the convo allison gave me had like the time stamp, and he said well that's not cool, and said you lied to me chloe, and I didn't know if he was joking or being serious so I asked him and he said he was surprised more than angry. I just think that I shouldn't be worrying and I shouldn't have been worrying about it because I know, or at least I hope he would tell me, if he didn't like me. But I still am worrying. I just think this is stupid, and it was wrong of me to ask allison, and I should just trust Dan, because I definitely know he is trustworthy. And I don't need to ruin the relationship before it even starts. That would be horrible. I'm so stupid.

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6:18:52 PM

Late Night?

Now after my concert is over I actually have nothing to do. And the house is quiet for once, because my mom isn't here so there is no one to fight with because I like my dad more than my mom. My mom is out at a concert with her mom, wow how embarrassing. And it's a concert of this oldie called Tony Bennet. But it means that I won't have to deal with her tonight, and also won't have to deal with fighting with her in the morning. Thank God. And my dad is nicer and so he won't care if I stay up late tonight as much as my mom. So someone better stay up late with me!!! Or everyone will DIE!!! HAHA jk jk. But so everything is cleared up with Dan about the Sarah thing and he won his baseball game 9-5!! WOO HOO good job. Yah I can't wait until school is over. Mainly because of going out with Dan, but also because school is going to be over. And what normal kid wouldn't want that. Like sometimes I like going to school. But only for the social aspect not for the school aspect. I am watching America's Next Top Model and there is this girl, Adrianne, who when she said I was so excited, she says it like she was talking about watching paint dry. I hate listening to her, it sounds like she is stoned, and talks really slowly. And also everybody goes to Paris, and in their room they only have 3 beds for 4 people and one bathroom. And I think everybody knows how models get when they have to actually share something. HAHA. That's how my mom is. OMG they are making a movie of Hairspray, that musical!!! AHH I loved that musical. Nothing else to talk about except someone better stay up with me!!! OR ELSE!!! hehe.

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5:16:13 PM

Jam Packed

My day is so full. I had to wake up at like 8:30 to have a tutor, where he just asks me what my homework is in great detail and then watches me do it. And now I am waiting for Em, and Peter to come over to do the stupid science project. And we don't even need to meet, we are almost done already, stupid parents making plans without asking. My parents are in ANOTHER fight. It is soo stupid, they fight over stupid little things like where they want to go to dinner, and why do we always go there? And then after the fights my mom always gets mad at me for the littlest things. ARG!! I don't like my parents. And at 2:30 I have to go to a GBYO concert. I'm going to go swimming now!!

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1:16:28 PM

New AGAIN!!! ARG

I had to make a new one because my other one wouldn't let me in. ARGG and that was really annoying.