Before School

I am up at 6 when I could be asleep for another half an hour. My dad put on the house alarm last night, and he forgot to turn it off, and opened a door, so at 5:30 in the morning I woke up to the screeching noise of an alarm. And my dad couldn't figure how to turn it off for like 5 minutes, and with this alarm on you can barely hear your self speak. So after that I realized I felt really sick. Probably because I ate Ice Cream, Popcorn, then food from the Little Kitchen, the Chinese place, last night. So here's the situation with me and Dan, he and Sarah are "engaged" on facebook, and I felt a little worried, because I know what Sarah will do, and she made out with a guy that her best friend liked, who she knew liked, just because she was mad at her friend, so I was just I don't know worried about that. And if it was with anyone else I wouldn't really care, but with Sarah I don't know it's hard to explain. And I didn't tell Dan because I know we aren't actually going out yet, and I didn't want him to think I was overreacting, so Allison was talking to him about it, and she said to me, that she asked Dan if he liked me or not, and he said, I don't know people really want me to. And I wrote in his IM box, is that all he said, accidentally, and then said oops wrong box, but then he was like ohh, then said lies, and he meant that I was lying, and I said well I'll tell you the truth, and I told him I was talking to allison about what he said, and then he said that he never said that, but the convo allison gave me had like the time stamp, and he said well that's not cool, and said you lied to me chloe, and I didn't know if he was joking or being serious so I asked him and he said he was surprised more than angry. I just think that I shouldn't be worrying and I shouldn't have been worrying about it because I know, or at least I hope he would tell me, if he didn't like me. But I still am worrying. I just think this is stupid, and it was wrong of me to ask allison, and I should just trust Dan, because I definitely know he is trustworthy. And I don't need to ruin the relationship before it even starts. That would be horrible. I'm so stupid.

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6:18:52 PM