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As my mom comes in the room. Slamming the door behind her, almost making the door come off it's hinges. She just got an email from Mr. Cissel explaining that we will have in-school suspension tomorrow. And my mom just came in saying that I can't go to Nike Tennis Camp with you Kate. I'm really sorry. I really wanted to go. Maybe she just made a rash decision and will change her mind, I hope so. Going to the beach was such a stupid decision. Well actually, I think it wasn't that stupid. I just think all of the authority figures are overreacting It seems like the authority figures in our lives are getting more uptight about everything. And it seems they are getting more uptight as we get older, which seems really stupid. God I fucking hate my mom, I wanted to go to Nike Tennis Camp SO badly, just to get away from her for a week. Because I will be spending the rest of the summer with her. And no dad, because he has to work during the summer. I just wish parents, for once, could be in our shoes for a day, and see how our lives were. And I don't know if you've ever brought that up with your parents, but whenever I do they always say, "I was a kid once too you know. I know how everything goes." and I don't say this out loud, but in my head I'm thinking, "No it's much different than when you were kid's. There's much more to worry about now. Especially when you have horrible parents." And my mom said some really mean stuff to me, so know I can't read my study guide for history because the ink smeared, because I cried so much on it. I just wish my parents and I could switch lives, just for today, to re-do it. So I could blow up at them, and not let them do what they were so hoping to do during the summer (Nike Tennis Camp), and be able to just take all the anger from my life out on my child. That is what my mom does. My parents have been getting in alot of fights now-a-days. And whenever my mom is mad at my dad for something, she takes all of her anger out on me, by unfairly getting mad at me for anything and everything I do. I am in my dining room right now, and my mom has been shouting at me for like 10 straight minutes now, from the kitchen, and I can't concentrate on studying. I am probably going to fail History and Math tomorrow. Which is not good because then my parents will be furious when I come home with all my friends, for my party after exam return day. I have to go because my mom stopped shouting, and so I probably have about another five minutes before she starts again, so I have to use that time wisely. Comment Please.

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